heartburn.

Why cant I go to sleep?
I should be cherishing these last days of being able to sleep through the night without having to get up for a feeding. I sit her approximately 8 months, 2 weeks and 5 days pregnant and staying up all night for funzies.

I find it weird that I still go through this stage of consent worry that when this child gets here, what if I dont measure up? What if I cant be a good mom? What if she doesn't take to me? You would think that since this is number 6 those worries would subside some but they are just as prominent as with the first one. Im a different person now than I was then. I know more. Ive a doctorates since then so I should know more but all of that has absolutely no affect on parenting skills. I just needed to rant.

Now I have heartburn.