heartburn.

Why cant I go to sleep?
I should be cherishing these last days of being able to sleep through the night without having to get up for a feeding. I sit her approximately 8 months, 2 weeks and 5 days pregnant and staying up all night for funzies.

I find it weird that I still go through this stage of consent worry that when this child gets here, what if I dont measure up? What if I cant be a good mom? What if she doesn't take to me? You would think that since this is number 6 those worries would subside some but they are just as prominent as with the first one. Im a different person now than I was then. I know more. Ive a doctorates since then so I should know more but all of that has absolutely no affect on parenting skills. I just needed to rant.

Now I have heartburn.

Hamburger helper

My first blog, yay. I knew I had run out of things to do but didn't realize how bad it was until this very point.

So, its 2:38 in the morning and 15 minutes ago I woke up with a need for Hamburger Helper. Why Hamburger Helper? We dont have any so now I have to ponder what to do. I wake up the hubs. We go through the whole "really?" "really." "seriously?" "seriously." bit and then he leaves to go to get it because he just wants me to be happy. I love him for it and thats why he my #3. #1 GOD, #2 kids,#3 him. Now his phones is sitting in front of me charging away and I just remembered that want some apple juice and an National Enquirer.

Damn I hope he get the Double Cheeseburger kind because if he doesnt he will have to make another trip.